Sunday, April 26, 2009

Search

I keep searching for answers
To the questions in my mind
But can never seem to get anywhere.

Instead of the answers that I seek
I find more questions
No answers are in sight.

Who am I
Who do I want to be
Who am I going to be?

What is the next step
Will I take the next step
Or will I cower in fear?

What will happen next
What does the future hold
Am I brave enough to find out?

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

John

I feel so lost at times
Make that most of the time
I can feel your eyes on me
I can see the expectation there
Then later on they change
And disappointment is all I see
I wonder what did I do wrong?

What mistake did I make
Was it a slip of the tongue
That put that look there
Or did I forget an event
That I never really knew about
Or did I not complete a job
that I was never given instructions for?