War

I'm sick of this
this never ending war
with its constant battles
I win some
But lose most
So why do I even fight?

Sometimes I don't even
Realize there's a battle
Until it is already over.
Sometimes I know
they're coming and
those are the few I win.

I want to just give up
Yet I'll never win if I do.
So I'm off to fight
One more time
This battle in my mind.